A letter goodbye..
Please forgive me. Don't hate me.
It's no use for me to try, i'm in this shit, that everything i do to break free, pulls me even deeper. It's the end and the beggining.
Don't worry. I swear, it will be a long time before i love again. You would not like who i have become. The names they're giving me. Trust me.
You're a part of my heart. I could never do anything different then i am doing now, for you to forgive me and start your life, the one you deserve. Go ahead, happy, free..
Never give your heart away without any backup love. I'm sure you'll find happiness.
I want you to forget me like i were nothing. At the end of the day, i am nothing to this world. I'm not worthy your tears, worries, bad days.
Don't think about me, and don't look down. You'll only find garbage like me there.
keep your head held high.
Like it was a bad dream..
Like we never found eachother..
Wait..
Wait,
Know that i may die any second, minute, hour, day. Any seperation from you will make me sad.
Wait,
Give me time to understand what you need.
Wait,
Trust me.
Wait,
Dont ignore me, you have many friends and family. I have only you.
Wait,
Talk to me. Even when you are having the worst day ever. I will listen.
Wait,
Know that ill never forget how you treat me. Whether its bad or good.
Wait,
Before you take your anger out on me, think if something might be bothering me too but i dont take it out on you.
Wait,
Take care of me when im weak, i took care of you.
Neka mi bude zabranjeno da te volim..
"Neka mi bude zabranjeno da te volim,
Hoću da ispaštam, hoću da pokažem šta mogu da učinim za tebe.
Neka mi na leđa natovare betonsku kuglu,
Hoću da zamenjujem gipsanog roba na ulazu u tvoju kuću!
Neka poštari odbiju da ti uruče moja pisma,
Neka mi bude zabranjena upotreba javnog saobraćaja i telefona.
Sve što je rečeno o budućnosti,
Da je rečeno o tebi, bilo bi istinito i ne bi propalo.
Da je uzidano u tebe ono što je uzidano u hramove,
Sve to ne bi bilo besmisleno.
Ono što se govori tuđim ženama ja sam govorio tebi.
Iz punih pluća pod šlemom i pod punom ratnom spremom.
Jer ništa ne zaslužuje himne i toliku patetiku osim ljubavi.
Zato što me voliš ja volim sve ostalo.
I nikome ne želim zlo.
Moja ljubavi, digla si me toliko visoko
Da i kad bih pao - do zemlje bi se naživeo!"
Matija Bećković.
