Please.

It's nice to miss,

But please,

don't overdo it so much. 

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Like the way i did with you.

This will all make sense,

Once you fall in love truly. 

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I like to start stuff with dots.

I always wondered..

How do all those stars fit in your eyes? 

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Fuck it

Fuck all that silence in the world,

If that scream is for someone who's not next to you. 

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What could be and what it is.

 It's late.

We're both tired.

Tired from all the talking we did.

From the past.

The present.

And the future.

You look at me with your tired eyes.

Suddenly,

That wild fire in your eyes

turns into a flame so small it could barely light a candle.

It won't go out.

I know.

We head to our bedroom.

Hold hands on the way.

I'm smiling.

What I have right now is beautiful.

It's right here.

Next to me.

I'm smiling.

Because it's too early too cry.

I'm smiling.

Because this is all i ever wanted.

 

You kiss me, and then you smile back.

I make our bed.

Pulling out the pillows.

You look at me,

i look at you.

Our eyes meet.

I smile.

You grab a pillow,

and hit me with it.

I guess it would hurt.

If someone else did it.

But not you.

Pillows fly in the air.

like the laughter of our hearts.

Before you throw another,

You hug me.

We fall onto the bed.

I wrap my hands around you.

We kiss.

This time longer.

As if you said something with your lips. 

I say I love you,

You say it too. 

I hold you even tighter.

And I tell you that everything is great.

You fall asleep.

I listen to your dreams for a while.

They're nice.

I can tell.

I start to cry.

But not out of sadness.

I'm crying.

Because what I have right now is beautiful.

It's right next to me.

I'm crying.

Because it's too late to smile.

I'm crying.

Because this is all I ever wanted.

Soon I lay another kiss upon your head.

And fall asleep.

We sleep.

And cuddle.

And laugh.

And kiss.

Waiting for the morning sun.

To spend another forever together.

 

That's nice isn't it?

But that's not what happened.

Instead,

I go to bed.

This unmade bed.

the way it's always been.

I grab a pillow so I have something to hold onto.

I fall asleep.

To continue dreaming about something

That could happen.

But didn't.

 

A dream and reality.

No.

I can't call it that.

Well the first part anyways.

It's not a dream.

Not hope.

Yeah. 

Let's call it,

What could be

and what it is. 

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....

It's nice to see you when i close my eyes but,
It would be amazing if i saw you once i open them too.

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Vt

Kako bi se ti osećala da znaš da nečije dve reči ti mogu sjebati život?

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.

You look like someone, for whom i'd fall asleep every night with a smile.

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sleep

Here comes the night,
When will you?
Why don't you come,
I will never understand.
Maybe one day you will realise,
How much i am yours, 
And nobody elses.
You should know,
When you come, don't forget to stay.
The morning will come.
With you with me or not.
I just wish you were.
I miss you.
You know, there's two kinds of missing..
It's a big difference.
Missing somebody could be just..
for a moment, a moment that passes fast..
Maybe a couple of hours,
Maybe a night, or two.
Maybe a month at most.
But this kind of missing,
Is just the blues of the night,
just a semantic of memories.
But most importantly, it doesn't hurt.
After some time it passes.
You get used to it.
And there's the other..
That's missing you.
It's something serious.
When i say:"I miss you",
I say it as if someone took out my heart,
And then when someone would ask me: :"What's wrong?"
I'd say I'm missing a heart.
It could be an arm, a leg, anything really.
Exactly that.
Missing somebody truly,
It can only mean you're a part of me,
torn from me.
Suddenly, violently.
And that hurts.
It hurts a lot when i miss you.
I wish i don't.
But i do, and that's it.

What's up with you?
Did you miss me?

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Kako?

Kako da ti kažem da si ti rešenje svih mojih problema?

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The Solar System

Isn't it amazing,
How all the planet's depend on the Sun?
When all it's doing is just blazing,
They're all the same, so they don't outrun..
Eachother,
Why even bother?
It must be fun..
Depending on a certain one.
Forever..

Well, what if the Sun's blazing
didn't come from the inside..
What if the Sun's blazing depends on the planet's placing.
Together they collide.

Into a universe..
 
In my universe,

You are the Sun.
I'm just another planet..
Like all the planet's. 

We are all the same.
We don't have a name,
Just a flame,
We all came 
to claim..


The Sun, it's crowded
Your name, i shouted.
But, like all the other planet's, it sounded.

I spent so much time around you, I got cold around others.
The Sun can do wonders.

Unfortunately, for this universe..

Another Sun was impossible to find,
I was blind,
to find,
a one like your kind.
I left you behind.

Suddently, i fell.
Into this place, i call hell.

It was a dark night,
You were out of my sight, 
For the Sun doesn't come out at night.
 
Instead, i saw the Moon.
Unfortunately to this light,
I was immune. 

I walked,
and walked.
This road had many signs, that meant nothing to me.
I knew they won't lead me, to the place i truly want to be.

I cried so many tears, i could se my reflection in them,
i also saw the Moon in it, it shined like a gem.

All those planet's next to it..
Where is the Sun?
On this planet where i am, it wouldn't fit...


In this night, so dark blue.
It was you..
You wiped the tears of my cheek, like they weren't even there
In your eyes, i saw a flare.
A flare..
So rare.
The only thing i could do was stare.

We sat on some bench..
We looked into the Moon
You asked me if one day, i would like to have my footsteps on it,
for it to be mine..
I nodded my head without even thinking, when..

"No"
"The only place i ever want to own,
 is your heart.
It's the only place i ever known,
In there.. of me, i left a part.
It's my home."

You hug me, and you don't let go,
Because you love me, and you say so.

In that night,
that night so cold,
Everything felt right,
Because it's you i got to hold..
 

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.

"I didn't say I love you to hear it back. I said it to make sure you knew."

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The Man Who Can't Be Moved.

 

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying, "If you see this girl can you tell her where I am?"

 

 

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a brokenhearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do?
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you?

 

 

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

 

 

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

 

 

Policeman says, "Son you can't stay here"
I said, "There's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year"
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind, this is the first place she will go..

 



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Dreams

Our anger cooled down, it became funny like the cause of it.
Riot lasted so shortly, so shortly that it was a shame rising it.
I knew. Nothing could replace her, the way she is, tolerant to all the things i would take from her, from her life.
So quickly, from the sloppy riot i returned to the hard temple of her love, like a calm refugee that never went too far from the gate.
Our lives are not alined. Together we created our own little comunity, our own universe where we give eachother whatever it is we are missing.

When i was in threat, i thought of her, encouraging myself from her imaginary presence.
When i had a hard time, i mentioned her name, as if it was in some prayer, finding relief.
When i felt happiness, i ran to her to share it with her. gratefull to her as if it was her own.

A good friend, beautiful human being. Even if she had flaws, i wouldn't notice them. I need her to stay perfect, like she always has been.
I decrease my value infront of her, so she would be greater, and myself with her.
She fills my lost, so i get more than i deserve. My wishes were foggy and scattered in one name, one figure, more real like the one from my greater fantasies.
Powerless infront of people and the world, yet significant infront of her fortress, more worthy than all of them.
Restless to the insecurity of everything, I'm sure to love.
This figure, my whole world. 
Needed to ask me simple things, yet to expect impossible. To feel delight and outrage, to thank and to scold.Always aware that without her my dreams were too heavy, hope without roots, no joy of life.
And then whenever i opened my eyes, i was returning to her. She was a quiet harbour in which peace i came broken with despair but happy i was coming back.

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...

Hey Bubba.. It's Sam.

wow, where to start? this is so much harder than i ever thought it would be. I guess I could apologize a whole lifetime and it still wouldn't be enough for you to forgive me.. And I don't blame you, I'd probably do the same thing if I was in your place. But I wish you would at least read this because I think you deserve to know everything.

First of all,

I am sorry.

I can't explain how much i regret even trying to get you out of my life. I failed miserably. Not a day has passed that I haven't thought about you, or us for that matter. I love you Suzie, I really fucking do. There is not a person on this planet that I love more than you. I can't explain the feeling I get when you are talking to me. You fulfill my life. For the past two years I have been dead without you.I'm sorry. It's all my fault. You never deserved this, you're wonderful.You really are, and don't ever forget that. Now you might think, "bullshit, why'd you leave then if you care?"

Well, I will tell you everything. 

Suzie, my name is Aleksandra, I'm from Serbia. I am a girl. My birthday is on 2nd of september and I will be 16 this year. I have pretended to be a guy online since like.. 2010 on OurWorld. I first created a male character out of fun. That's when hell started.I started liking girls. Lying to everybody i met, wanting to tell the truth but ended up lying even more..Until I met you. You were like the first person I actually wanted to admit everything. But then I fell in love. I was so scared to tell you anything because I thought you'd leave me for good, I still am. I wanted you to know the truth so bad, but I just couldn't. So one day i left. I thought that maybe I could forget that this all happened and continue a normal life. But boy was i wrong. I loved you, I still do. I wanted to come back, sooo many times but I just couldn't, I was so scared. I was ashamed that I love a girl. It was all so difficult. Stupid thoughts going through my head. I don't even have the money to see you if you ever accept I'm a girl, no way I'll see you soon. But, now that i realised how much I care about you, I don't think a thousand years would be too much to wait. I don't even have my room yet, since my parents got divorced. I couldn't talk to you. I was so mad at myself for leaving you but yet so scared to admit all these things.So what now? I couldn't take it anymore. When you're birthday came, i broke down. Don't think I forgot. I broke down, crying the whole damn night.. What if she doesn't love me anymore? What if she hates me? I wanted to know so bad. I wish I could go back, but I can't. It's like as if there was a road, and you were leading the way.. but I was scared to go back, since I don't know the way back. And even if i did i still couldn't leave you alone. I never meant to do you wrong.. I need you. You mean so much to me. I don't think you will ever understand just how much you do. I'm sorry if you forgot me and now I'm just a bad reminder, but I had to tell you. Even if you hate me, I can't live my whole life trying to hide the truth from you.I am really sorry..I miss you, and

I love you.

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