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Potraži me kad ti sloboda dosadi.
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I had a lot more stuff to write on here.
But now I'm hesitating..
If it's a good thing to do.
Just one more thing..
When you wish to leave a person who loves and believes in you,
think good on how you're going to leave.
Because one day, you might want to come back.
..
It doesn't matter if you're waiting on someone or something, as long as you don't forget to live while you're waiting.
.
How beautiful this night would be if it was ours?
.
You threw a rock on my heart that didn't bounce off.
...
I wanted to write about your eyes but,
when I made a sketch of them in my head,
I somehow got lost.
May i live in yours?
You live in my heart so I have no place to stay.
A thousand miles seems pretty far but, they've got trains and plains and cars..
"If every simple song i wrote to you,
would take your breath away,
i'd write it all.
Even more in love with me you'd fall.
We'd have it all.."
..
If only you fell into my arms,
the way the night falls on these summer days.
Life would be so much better.
.
Carried by the night wind, i fly into your good morning.
Please.
It's nice to miss,
But please,
don't overdo it so much.
Like the way i did with you.
This will all make sense,
Once you fall in love truly.
I like to start stuff with dots.
I always wondered..
How do all those stars fit in your eyes?
Fuck it
Fuck all that silence in the world,
If that scream is for someone who's not next to you.
What could be and what it is.
It's late.
We're both tired.
Tired from all the talking we did.
From the past.
The present.
And the future.
You look at me with your tired eyes.
Suddenly,
That wild fire in your eyes
turns into a flame so small it could barely light a candle.
It won't go out.
I know.
We head to our bedroom.
Hold hands on the way.
I'm smiling.
What I have right now is beautiful.
It's right here.
Next to me.
I'm smiling.
Because it's too early too cry.
I'm smiling.
Because this is all i ever wanted.
You kiss me, and then you smile back.
I make our bed.
Pulling out the pillows.
You look at me,
i look at you.
Our eyes meet.
I smile.
You grab a pillow,
and hit me with it.
I guess it would hurt.
If someone else did it.
But not you.
Pillows fly in the air.
like the laughter of our hearts.
Before you throw another,
You hug me.
We fall onto the bed.
I wrap my hands around you.
We kiss.
This time longer.
As if you said something with your lips.
I say I love you,
You say it too.
I hold you even tighter.
And I tell you that everything is great.
You fall asleep.
I listen to your dreams for a while.
They're nice.
I can tell.
I start to cry.
But not out of sadness.
I'm crying.
Because what I have right now is beautiful.
It's right next to me.
I'm crying.
Because it's too late to smile.
I'm crying.
Because this is all I ever wanted.
Soon I lay another kiss upon your head.
And fall asleep.
We sleep.
And cuddle.
And laugh.
And kiss.
Waiting for the morning sun.
To spend another forever together.
That's nice isn't it?
But that's not what happened.
Instead,
I go to bed.
This unmade bed.
the way it's always been.
I grab a pillow so I have something to hold onto.
I fall asleep.
To continue dreaming about something
That could happen.
But didn't.
A dream and reality.
No.
I can't call it that.
Well the first part anyways.
It's not a dream.
Not hope.
Yeah.
Let's call it,
What could be
and what it is.
